how it feels

i hate this. so wat is u score well in ur o levels? so wat? i just wan to shout out to the whole world that: IT DOESN'T MEAN THAT U HAVE TO SCORE
WELL IN STUDIES FOR THE REST OF UR
LIFE IF U SCORE WELL IN O LEVELS.
it used to be my glory. it used to be something i'm realli realli proud of. something i earned myself wif my tears and sweat. now. it is my shame. i dun even dare to let ppl know how i did for o levels. i'm ashame of my glory. my glory years are over. don't mention it to me anymore. leave my used-to-be glory alone. when u touch it, it feels like u are putting salt on a wound. nobody knoes how it realli feels inside. turning something that u are proud of, into something that u are ashame of. it realli hurts. please leave my beautiful memory alone.